Last night my brother called, and asked if I would watch Taylor. I said sure. I was home alone, so I thought "Why not?". Ok well, they dropped him off around 7:30. "We're goin' to Mel's we'll be back in a little bit." Fine! Whatever. By 11:00 I was still waiting. By this time, Taylor is asleep. And I'm tired. So, I go to bed. Mom is still up. Brian come's in and wake's me up at 12:30 "Why are you in here asleep?" He's making NO sense to me, because I'm still in lala-land. He went back into the frontroom, and I listen to him and mom argue over God, the Bible, Christians, Alcohol, and going to church.

I finally have enough, and I get up. Only to get attacked. I knew by this time he was drunk. No shocker there. But then he pin's me on the floor, and ask's me "Why were you asleep? I left YOU in charge of Taylor. Why did you go to bed?" HELLO! I was frickin' tired, and I'm not staying up all hour's of the frickin' night waiting on your drunk *bleep* to get home. BULL CRAP! He finally let's me up off the floor, and pin's me in the doorway in the frontroom. By this time, he's making feel like crap. Making me feel like I did something wrong. I'm in tear's, because I feel like I did something wrong. And then he say's something that I litterly had to walk away from..."You need to learn to deal with YOUR responsibilites!" Oooh...That ticked me off quicker than a litter of kitten's gettin' thrown in a bath tub full of water.

I turned around, and starte walking to the bathroom. He was like "NO! Don't walk away from me" I go to slam the bathroom door, only to slam it on him. He stand's there and goes "Didn't I leave you in charge, and not mom?" I just stood there. He was like "ANSWER ME!" *silence* "You better answer me." "YES! YES! YES!" I said in an angry voice. "Ok. then." Then he walks away. I slam the door, and lock it. ONLY to have him come back and go "Open the door." I said "NO!" He said "stop crying, and open the door." I said "NO!" He said "I love you." *crickets...crickets...crickets...crickets* "Open the door." I said "NO!" So he tries to break into the bathroom. HA! HA! Nice try, you retard.

FINALLY they leave...I have never before in my life felt like crap. He found a new way to make me feel horrible. He made it out to sound like I left him with the town drug dealer, and left him alone. It was my MOTHER for crying out loud. And even then, I didn't intend to fall asleep in my room. The whole point of going in there was to get my pillow. Needless to say, I was awake till after 2 crying...That's how horrible he made me feel. So from now on, I won't watch Taylor. I try to do something nice for them. So they can go and have fun. And I get treated like that? BULL! Ain't happening again.

In other news...

AMERICAN IDOL ROCKED last night! WOOOOOOOOOOO! The guy's showed their color's last night...Well, most of them...Best performance: TYALOR & someone else that I can't remember...How sad...ANYWAY! Taylor did "Taking It To The Streets" and HOLY CRAP! That boy rocked it out. He got a standing ovation. Needless to say, little Tay-bear and I were rocking out with him...

Anyway...I would type more, but the thundering is getting LOUDER...We've gotten about 3 inches of rain so far...So, it later....MISS ME! :-P *wink*